Pause: Rewind
bySheenagh Pugh, in Later Selected Poems
Nowadays the dead
walk and talk
in the wedding
video, the camcorded break,
the fuzzed
black-and-white of security cameras.
A policeman watches
as two balaclavas
burst, again and
again, through the door
of an off-licence,
and the old shopkeeper
panics, blunders
into a baseball bat,
slumps in his blood.
Before things can get
any worse, the young
PC presses 'pause',
then 'rewind'. And
the dark stream flows
into the head again;
the old fellow
gets up. The thieves
are backing jerkily through
the door, which
closes on them. All right,
all tidy. This could
get to be a habit:
so many tapes he
could whizz backwards.
The bus and bike,
speeding to the crossroads,
will not collide,
the drunk at the hotel
will stop short of
his car, the young girl
will never disappear
down the subway
where her rapist
waits so patiently.
Pause: rewind.
Freeze-frame where you want
the world to stop.
The moment before the moment,
before Challenger
leaves the launch pad,
before the boat
sails or the letter's posted,
before the singer
jumps of the bridge,
before you see the
face that ends your marriage,
before the pink suit
is dyed red,
before a thought is
formed or a word said.
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