I liked the short,
two line, poem Déjà-vu
Forgotten as it
happens, recalled before it has begun:
two tenses grappling
with one instance, one perception.
Another poem –
House Clearance
Turn the key: note
how the emptiness accumulates
as you come in; how
by being here at all you seem to add to it,
until it fills the
corridor with that fermented stasis
you both disturb and
add to as you move. Pass
through a second
door, a portal of stirred air,
ignore the rooms to
left and right and take the stairs,
you shoes dislodging
dust that billows
up in tiny
detonations. You’re walking underwater,
the silt explodes
beneath your feet; at first you think you’ll drown
but what’s
flashing though your mind in one
slow-motion
scattering of greys is not your own life but theirs.
No matter that you
still can’t breathe – that’s how it’s always
been in here: even
the nothingness is think as blotting paper
on which their
shapes have spread like ink – must, damp.
The outline of a
body sketched in mothballs and almost-
memory. The
furniture is ghostly beneath the sheets
but the missing
pictures are still there, outlined
in frames of dirt on
squares of wall now white as bone
surprised beneath
the skin. You were in every one of them.
Now you’re last
flame in the grate:
Hamlet in his
theatre of shadows, their embers at your feet.
This collection
includes translation Liviu Campanu’s City of Lost Walks which
reflects on his exile from Bucharest – and this poem seemed to
speak to some of the experience of COVID-19 Lockdown – an extract
…
And what I complain
most about is that it’s not exactly
suffering,
not quiet extremity, but rather fretting
at
tedium’s hem, picking myself apart remembering
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