Friday, 29 December 2017

The Other Mountain by Rowan Williams



A slim volume of poems by the former Archbishop, which range widely across time and space, showing, as one would expect, the great word smith at work.

Many take on powerful, painful, events with respectful honesty rather than cheap emotion.

Whale Song: Choosing Life with Jonah by Keren Dibben-Wyatt



Keren Dibbens-Wyatt uses the story of Jonah alongside her personal experience of depression to offer a message of hope.

Writing from within (I assume) an Evangelical Christian tradition her approach to Jonah seems to take every detail as historical fact – but even if you take a less literal approach the message will remain intact.

Keren's message is that even in the darkest moments there is hope – based on love, in particular the all embracing and merciful love of God.

This might make it hard for those without a Christian faith to engage?

This is probably one of those books that is helpful to read before and after the moments of deepest depression – before to give tools and resilience, after to help process the experience – but in the moment itself the mind is often closed off to the rational and external voices.

King Ludwig II




Have our trip to Munich and visits to some of Ludwig's castles I got the following books out the library:

The Swan King by Christopher McIntosh (published 1982), and
Ludwig II of Bavaria by Katerina von Burg (published 1989)

Reading their two accounts of Ludwig's death is a good example of the myths and mystery that surround him. McIntosh is convinced that Ludwig entered the lake in an attempt as suicide, von Burg rules out suicide and is convinced that it was an assassination.

Maybe von Burg is a little too certain to find those around Ludwig in those final hours guilty, however there are enough ambiguities in the events that McIntosh reads as something of a whitewash.

The Day The Revolution Began by Tom Wright



So I have admitted defeat on this one – I find Tom Wright's prose is too much for me. He provides an argument that is so rich that it is hard to keep the ideas all in play at the same time in order to follow it.

I skipped to the end and the final 2 paragraphs provide a summary:

“The cross itself, in short, stands at the center of the Christian message, the Christian story, and the Christian life and mission. It has lost none of its revolutionary and transformative power down through the centuries. The cross is where the great story of God and creation, focused on the strange story of God and Israel and then focused still more sharply on the personal story of God and Jesus, came into terrible but life-giving clarity. The crucifixion of Jesus of Nazareth was a one-off event, the one on behalf of the many, the one moment in history on behalf of all others through which sins would be forgiven, the powers robbed of their power, and humans redeemed to take their place as worshippers and stewards, celebrating the powerful victory of God in his Messiah and so gaining the Spirit's power to make his kingdom effective in the world.

The message for us, then, is plain. Forget the “works contract,” with its angry, legalistic divinity. Forget the false either/or that plays different “theories of atonement” against one another. Embrace the “covenant of vocation” or, rather, be embraced by it as the Creator calls you to a genuine humanness at last, calls and equips you to bear and reflect his image. Celebrate the revolution that happened once for all when the power of love overcame the love of power. And, in the power of that same love, join in the revolution here and now.”

Tuesday, 26 December 2017

Judas The Troubling History of the Renegade Apostle by Peter Stanford



Some might wonder what the point of reading about Judas is – the best we could hope to learn is what NOT to do?

However the way that the Church, and wider society, have related to Judas reveals a lot about what they thought about both good and evil. As Stanford shows the Biblical accounts of Judas leave us with more answers than questions, details from each Gospel could be used to build different pictures.

Central to Stanford’s exploration is the question of whether Judas' action, in leading the authorities to Jesus and kicking off the final events of Jesus' arrest, crucifixion, and, for Christians, resurrection, are the work of the “devil”, ie killing the Son of God, or the work of God, as part of the salvation of the work - something which remains contested and about which Stanford does not conclude.

But it points to the complexity of the very idea of “betrayal”. John le Carré in A Prefect Spy has one of the characters say Love is whatever you can still betray. Betrayal can only happen if you love.” And Stanford explores the kiss as a token for the relationship that must have existed between Jesus and Judas, and might have endured even across the act of betrayal? And we can recall Andrew Lloyd-Weber & Tim Rice giving Judas the song “I don't know how to Love Him” points to this same tension.

One of the points of departure for my interest in thinking about Judas was his presence at the Last Supper – what does it tell us about the Eucharist that Jesus shared it with Judas, according to at least some of the accounts, despite (or maybe because of) knowing Judas was going to betray Him.

Pope Francis wrote, in Evangelii Gaudium, “The Eucharist, although it is the fullness of sacramental life, is not a prize for the perfect, but a powerful medicine and nourishment for the weak”. And holding on to Judas at the table is a good way to remind ourselves of this fact.

4 of the Church of England's 7 Common Worship Eucharistic Prayers recall that it was “on the night that he was betrayed” that the Last Supper took place. We might not think of Judas as part of our liturgy, although unnamed, his presence is there in our central act of worship.

However the structure of these Prayers, which begin the narration of the institution of the Eucharist with “... on the night that He was betrayed He ...” places in your mind the betrayal before the Eucharist and perhaps clouds your recall of Judas being there. But hen Jesus offers His the bread and wine as his Body and Blood, and says take this “all of you”, that all is addressed to Judas as much as anyone else.

There is a common approach to that of James Goodman's book on Abraham and the Sacrifice of Isaac – looking at the textual origins of the story, the development of interpretation over the centuries, and end with reflections on contemporary understandings.

The first question in this case is whether the texts we have inherited bear witness to actual historical events, and if they do is their witness accurate. Stanford contends that scripture “deserve to be taken seriously but not literally as historical accounts” - that is he wishes to resist the two extremes, both those who would write them off entirely as well as the literalists.

At the end of the day Stanford finds that much of the story of Judas serves little or no theological propose. This, in his mind, points towards its likely historical accuracy, details are included because they are what people remember actually happening rather than to assist the evangelist's polemical agenda.

Much of the book is painful reading, as the Churches for most of their history have used Judas as exemplar for the whole Jewish people, and bound references to Judas and his betrayal directly into wider anti-Semitism. We might place this in the distance Medieval past, but we have to be more honest, it was not until after the horror of the Holocaust that the Churches have made genuine and (near but not) universal efforts to separate themselves from anti-Semitism.

But it is the exploration of contemporary depictions of Judas that are of most interest – one might see some of these to be playful. There is something of a more rounded humanity to Judas that inspires people, artists and writers, to engage with his story in a way that they seem uninterested in most of the other Apostles. (Perhaps Peter's denial is one of the few other opportunities).

Standford writes in an engaging style, covering a huge amount of material in under 300 pages – and signposting plenty of sources to go and explore if you want to go deeper into particular issues.

As a little aside, while in the Holy Land he sees a sign, aimed at tour guides, “Please No Explanation in the Church” - and it made me smile, because as he notes some have perhaps taken that to be a much more general rule...


Saturday, 18 November 2017

The Vegetarian Tigers of Paradise by Crystal Jeans



What Crystal Jeans captures is an authentic teenage experience.

That tension of the transition between childhood and the adult world – at times pushed forward to deal with situations without the life experience to deal with them. But then the adults around you don't seem to be coping any better...

Also the awkwardness of trying to form an identity – attempts to be cool, attempts to be yourself and somehow failing at both...

A world with limited horizons – but new perspectives – full of hopes for the future, but also the beginning of moments of realisation that you probably can't “do anything”, that setting your mind to it is not enough, circumstances will hold you back, drag you back.

A powerful encounter with real life.

A Spy Among Friends by Ben MacIntyre



MacIntyre is a consistent and skilful writer, and with Kim Philby he has a great story to tell.

He uses the case of Kim Philby to give an insight into the working of the British Establishment, and the ways in which so many continued to fail to see what Philby was doing despite there being plenty of evidence. It was almost as if he was hiding in plain sight – but maybe that is the wisdom of hindsight talking. It is a case of truth being stranger than fiction – if you made the case of Philby up no-one would believe you – which is perhaps how he got away with it for so long.

Mrs Hemingway by Naomi Wood


(Not including usual link to Hive - as I don't want to encourage you to buy this book...)

This book has great reviews – not just on the cover, but online too – as I looked them up after I decided to stop reading it.

I rarely give up on a book, but in this case I didn't finish part 1 of 4. Why? Because I found it so misogynistic – we seemed to be following weak women who could only find their existence by reference to a great man.

Maybe if I had read on the book would have rebalanced that picture, but I really couldn't be bothered to put the effort in to find out.

In the weeks since my attempt at reading this, the media has been dominated by the stories of Harvey Weinstein and the associated sex scandals – which centre on the unhealthy power dynamics between men and women which have allowed men to get away with their actions for far too long – the same power dynamics that are uncritically depicted in Mrs Hemingway.

The Red House by Mark Haddon



I read this on the same holiday as Notes from an Exhibition and in many ways a novel from the same stable. Exploring the layers of family life – the love and joy, the dysfunction and manipulation. Yet somehow to the same measure that Notes from an Exhibition felt safe the Red House was anything but.

I seemed to invest in this family (families) in a total way – not all of them were likable but they got under my skin. Their brokenness became a pain that I felt very personally – wishing, willing, them to be better people and confounded time and again that they weren’t.
Isn’t that a quality of family life, we hope that our beloved will live lives of shinning virtue – we set such high expectations that even the best fall short. And love is mostly about dealing with the gap between the two.

Haddon's writing of the children / young people is one of the strengths, these are rounded and full-bodied individuals. For a writer to give such authentic voices to a range of generations seems to be an unusual skill.

There is also a power in the fact that “nothing” happens – they have a week in a holiday cottage, some of them go for a walk, some a run, they visit some second-hand bookshops, and there is a thunderstorm. It is easy to keep the audience on the edge of their seats during an action moive, but to do the same when there is essentially no action at all is a real talent.

Notes from an Exhibition by Patrick Gale



Decided to read this as a follow up to watching Gale's “the Man in the Orange Shirt”.

While it was an enjoyable read, I had this strong sense of deja vu reading this book – I am not sure why this was.

Maybe I have read it before, but if I had my recall was not that strong, and it must have been before I started to blog about books.

Maybe it was something about the authenticity of the characters…

or maybe, just maybe, this was actually fairly generic writing filled with standard tropes played together in the guise of creativity? The maverick artist mother, the strong and silence father, 3 children – one a big shot in London, one loyal and close to home, one off the map altogether.

I feel bad if offering that last possible conclusion seems to rip into the book – I enjoyed it, the ebb and flow of their lives were believable and engaging. The picture of Quaker life and worship was deeply appealing. But somehow it never surprised me, and never really moved me beyond the safe space of the observer.

Saturday, 4 November 2017

I thought there would be Cake by Katharine Welby-Roberts



Katharine offers a very personal and vulnerable account focused on practical advise about hope to cope better with the mix of depression, anxiety and self-doubt.

For me she perhaps talks about God too much although she is honest about the ways in which Church can be part of the problem when in theory it should be being part of the solution.

While I found it difficult to warm to this book it was really helpful in moving me another step along the journey to admitting that I have “anxiety” as a thing and that most of my current [gin-based] coping strategies are unhealthy.

In particular she introduced me to the concept of a “replay” - the concept is new to me but the experience isn't. I do that all the time – that I sometimes lie in bed and replay and beat myself up about things I did 20 years+ ago is not normal – and that acknowledgement is progress.

That I remember every failure and have forgotten every success – that I am driven by the desire not to end up looking stupid – ending up looking ridiculous because I am tongue-tied by the fear that what I would say would reveal my inner stupidity. I find small talk painful because of a belief that no-one would anything I say interesting so stand there silently at the edge of the circle.

Typhoon by Charles Cumming



Picked up from the “new books” shelf in the Library despite its publication back in 2008.

Cumming is a writer is same school as Le Carré – the strength of the characters is what carries the plot, the ability to create worlds within worlds – layering the secrets one upon the other meaning that you are drawn forward seeking the full picture, each revelation pointing to the limits of knowledge. Questions about who is manipulating who abound, that one persons motives might be being used by another to completely different ends. As with Le Carré while creating a fiction there is an intense plausibility to the set up – he can believe that this is a tale only one step removed from reality.

To note that this was a great holiday read is not to disparage the quality of the writing – I will be looking out for his other novels now.

Saturday, 16 September 2017

The Liturgy of Life by Ricky Manalo



Of the books about worship I have recently read this was by far the most interesting, because despite the rhetoric of the others this was the only one that actually engages with “ordinary” peoples faith and practice.

Manalo's, writing in an USA Roman Catholic context, starting point is concern that since Vatican II the emphasis on the people's participation in the Mass has also devalued and marginalised a range on other formal and informal liturgical practices.

He takes the term Liturgy of Life from Peter C. Phan who defined it as the “universal experiences of God and mystical encounters with God's grace in the midst of everyday” - which prompts Manalo to realise that “the Eucharist is not so much the source and centre of my life or the church's life; God is.” This might seem blindingly obvious, yet how much of the church's practice denies this truth. As someone coming firmly from a Eucharistic tradition, who will find every reason to oppose the introduction of a non-Eucharistic service, I have for a number of years had this itch that using the Eucharist as the metaphor for every Christian activity is unhelpful.

He points out that “There is a general assumption that individuals commit ' to an entire, single package of beliefs and practices of an official religion,' when, in fact, many people come to negotiate a variety of religious and spiritual practices...” - how many people have you meet who explain that they would like to be a Christian but they can't believe in such and such random dogma – and you are like - OMG you think any of us believe that? I often find that those outside the church take our doctrines far more seriously than we ourselves ever would do.

But Manalo is also helpful in pointing to the ways in which there are a whole range of “religious” practices that are not directly related to going to church, and therefore the assumption that the decline in church attendance also marks a decline in religious disposition / an increase in rationality is without foundation.

I go to church because of my faith, I don't have faith because I go to church. But one of the wisest thinks I have read is Manalo's quote from Irene Duller, a born and bred but perhaps is many people's eye border-line lapsed catholic, she defines 'church' as “a place that you know God is there. While God can be everywhere, sometimes I'm not present. So it's kind of like that calibration: I'm here; God's here. God is everywhere but sometimes you need to be present to actually feel it. But I think factually, God is everywhere. You could find God anywhere.”

You could find God anywhere, but generally you don't – you need something to frame the encounter, to make you pay attention. The Eucharist is a powerful opportunity for encounter with the Lord, but it is not unique, just as Thomas and Paul had authentic but totally distinct encounters with the risen Lord, so the Eucharist is only one form of encounter. Never let us think that our Tabernacles can contain out God, he who burst from the tomb knows no boundaries – every-time we set a limit on his love he burst out and expanses our imagination.



One of the people Manalo interviews is Helen Rosario, (key stats, 87, widow, Filipina) whose house is full of icons – and I if I can work out how to add pictures to this blog, I will show you that I am not so far behind...



Radical Sending by D Prentiss and F Lowe



Another book about how to enhance the missionary character of the Church.

Despite agreeing with the fundamental point of Prentiss & Lowe's argument – that Church is a place from which you go out, not a place in which you huddle for warm and comfort I struggled to engage with the book.

They use the metaphor of a church as a “base camp” - it is not a bad image, but they work it thread bare... They are best when they are quoting others...

For example the Lutheran pastor and educator Dwight DuBois who reflects that “This [the equipping of church members] doesn't need to be another program, something “more” that people can, should, or ought to do. As one theologian in the missional church movement said, our task is to 'guide people to identify God's calling, to recognize the gifts and opportunities they have, to provide them with the biblical and theological training to incarnate the gospel in their particular fields, and then to commission them to that ministry.”

That is to say, you equip people to be witnesses in their existing “secular” contexts, rather than framing “vocation” in terms of full- or part-time “ministry”. In the Winchester Diocese this might be a Bishop's Commission in secular employment?

Because, quoting DuBois again, “Pastors are not called to get people to assist them with their ministry; rather, the pastor is called to assist the people, the laity, with their ministry both in the church and in the world.”

Key to the idea of “radical sending” includes an emphasis of the liturgical dismissal – the words “go to love and serve the Lord” are for Prentiss and Lowe perhaps the most important of the whole liturgy, and if pressed to select just one word, they would undoubtedly choose “go”...

This is all to the good, but we have to ask if our practice actually affirms this dynamic? In the Church of England, at least, these powerful words sending us out into the world are generally preceded by an exhortation to “stay” for tea/coffee and fellowship. This might entirely undermine the intention to the liturgical sending out of the people – but even without the coffee how many people would go from Church to radical mission in the world, when it is Sunday lunchtime and there is a roast waiting for them at home?



They also quote Teresa of Avila, words that really spoke to me, and I will reproduce, but allow them to speak for themselves...
May today there be peace within.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use thoase gifts that you have received,
and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be content knowing you are a child of God.
Let this presence settle into your bones,
and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love.
It is there for each and every one of us.

Creating Missional Worship, Fusing Context and Tradition by Tim Lomax



Seem to have read a run of books about worship and mission recently – which have been interesting as much for the points when I disagree with them as when I agree.

One of the questions prompted (as opposed to asked) by Lomax, and a lot of what is sometimes call “Alternative” worship, is whether there is a difference between a “ritual” and a one-off “symbolic” action. Lomax, like many, uses the term “ritual” to cover one-off actions that add “colour” to times of worship, but places them in the same bracket as actions repeated over years, even generations. The power and potential of a one-off symbolic action and an oft-repeated, time-honoured, action can not be taken as being equivalent.

When Lomax gives examples of “contextual” worship/mission these seem to all involve a resource rich middle-class Church providing some form of supportive activity to a needy “other”. I would not want to appear to question the need for the Church to be active in the support of the “poor” or others who are disadvantaged and / or marginalised within society – but I worry about the assumed power dynamics of “us” doing things for “them” which might actually work against their empowerment. I also worry that we might act as if the middle class, the comfortable, have no needs of their own – maybe the Church finds it is easier to address the material needs of the “other” than address, or even acknowledge, the spiritual needs of its own?

In considering tradition, Lomax is helpful in pointing out that you need to understand the “why” of a tradition if you are go to perpetuate it with integrity – sometimes the “what” will in fact have to change in order for you to be faithful to the “why”. Lomax claims that tradition used to be contextual, but I am not quiet sure I agree – isn't the definition of tradition the point when it has migrated from the context of origin – that we continue to hold something dear beyond its direct response to the world around us? To define tradition as Lomax does appears to leave it at risk of becoming a feather blown endlessly in the wind.

Lomax is probably in direct opposition to Pridmore's conclusion when he decides that “traditional liturgical texts may be an unhelpful barrier to many in worship” - noting as many as 5 million adults in England are “functionally illiterate”. Lomax feels that we need to provide simple and short texts. But even his quote from the National Literacy Trust points to the fact that it is obtaining information from “unfamiliar sources” that can cause problems. There might be a need for simple texts, but there is a greater need for familiar texts – while we think about the needs of those will limited literacy too often, I feel, writers of liturgy assume that means these people are also unintelligent. I am not sure it is literacy that makes are inherited texts inaccessible – illiteracy in England when Crammer complied the Prayer Book was far great than it is today, and yet Crammer's words were lived and breathed by generations – so there is something else going on.

Lomax asks “Have you ever left an act of worship feeling that you weren't allowed to be yourself...?” and suggests giving worshippers the opportunity to express “what is in their hearts and minds in their own way?” My problem is that in most of the times when I have felt worship was most limiting myself expression were the times when we were told to “share with your neighbour” - most contemporary worship is unrelentingly upbeat, where to admit you are miserable can feel like a serious transgression, while it is hardly fair to “dump” the rage in your heart on the unsuspecting stranger sat next to you. Our liturgical tradition at its best, like the psalms, gives us words of joy and of sorrow, speaking of our delight in the Lord but also our anger at him too.

This is one of those books where its heart is in the right place, but it is just on a different wavelength from me.

Playing with Icons by John Pridmore



Through this exploration of various memoirs, John Pridmore offers insights into the spirituality of children, and indeed the spirituality of the adults we grow up to be.

Part of this is to draw attention to the ways in which children tend to be more focused on the present while adults fill their heads with nostalgia or worries about tomorrow. Pridmore quotes Philip Simmons that “...the present moment, entered into fully, is out gateway to eternal life” - the more we are able to inhabit the present the more we are in fact inhabiting eternity.

The world children live in can be full of myths and imagining – but as Picasso said “Everything that can be imagined is real” - the richness of their world is not one to be dismissed as fantasy.

Reflecting on the encounters with “church” that are recalled, he writes “If as a young child I am given to understand that I am not yet fully one of the Christian family, then, however much I am entertained in church by kindly and well-meaning people, I will know in my heart that I am not really wanted.” This is usually deployed as an argument for including children in Communion, and while I agree with that, I worry that it is seen as a quick fix – you can receive Communion and yet still be alienated from the community – there is a need for a more all embracing response...

But he goes on “Adults, who are on the whole free to avoid the company of the egregiously unpleasant, forget what it once was to have been at their mercy.” but I am not sure how many adults are really that free? In lots of ways the choices of adults can be curtailed – by education, mobility, economic power etc. and when they are, often it will be without the hope that can sustain the child – the child can look forward to growing up and escape – adults may feel the limits of life have become fixed.

Pridmore uses the memoirs to construct a world of enchantment – a power for spirituality and religion that is not rooted in the rational. He is also, possibly accidentally, providing a case for the defence of the Prayer Book.

For example, when he quotes Anne Treneer “Yet though not a naturally religious child, I am glad I was taken to church regularly, initiated into the Christian faith, and helped to participate in the profound poetry of the Christian year. Though inattentive, I came insensibly to know the liturgy word for word, and to live in the double rhythm of the earthly seasons and of man's noblest imagining”

In another place he has Francesca Allinson recalling a friends account of Adam and Eve “She described the Fall as a lovers' parting: there was God, great and yet aching, impotent for all his Godhead to beget love except on the same terms as mortals, buying it as dearly as they... The story whether its events had actually taken place or not, bore within it its own truth of existence”.

And so he reflects “The stories are thrilling but so too was the language in which they were once told. In our contemporary anxiety to render the text of the Bible into a language which is readily intelligible – an anxiety amounting to paranoia, so addictive is the compulsion to produce ever more translations – we have forgotten that the intelligibility of sacred texts is not all that matters about them, certainly not to small children. We have seen [from examples of encounters with big old family Bibles etc] how important the feel of a Bible was to children we have met. So too, as we have now seen, was the sound of it. Sense is not served by disregard of the senses.”

Pridmore is yet another person questioning the current liturgical practice of the Church of England, on two fronts, first that our contemporary liturgy in attempting to use accessible language has lost its poetry and therefore lost its appeal, and second that endless variation of texts prevent them becoming familiar and inhabited – or as the collect puts it “hear them, read, mark, learn” and, perhaps most importantly, “inwardly digest them”. I have made this point before and will undoubtedly make it again. But Pridmore himself notes that his sources, those that when on to write, might be a bias source group – as group they are firstly likely to be disproportionally literate, but even among the literate they are likely to be attracted to richness of language.

Harvesting the Stars – A Pagan Temple at Lismullin, Co. Meath by Aidan O'Connell et al



This archaeological monograph provides an account of the pre-historic ritual landscape discovered during the preparation for the construction of the M3 in Ireland.

There is always a challenge in the interpretation of “ritual” features when there is no written record of the belief system that created them. There must always be a certain degree of creativity in the development of the account of their meaning.

What becomes clear, at least, is the sophistication of the culture – there are a number of different phases to the landscape and a wealth of interrelated features.

Central to the account is the “temple” at Lismullin – this is the most significant feature discovered during this archaeological programme of work – but it sits within a wider landscape of other significant known features.

Of particular interest is its alignment to the Pleiades star cluster – we are familiar with pre-historic monuments being aligned to astronomical features – but mostly, like Stonehenge, these seem to be sun rises on key dates in the year. To be aligned to the stars seems to suggest that where ever happened in the enclosure must have happened at night, when the stars would be visible – but what happened and what it meant is largely closed to us.

Saturday, 26 August 2017

Heirs to Forgotten Kingdoms by Gerard Russell



The religious communities that Russell meets and shares through this book are mostly known to us in “the West” only through reports of their persecution – and there is a bitterness in knowing that even in the few years since Russell wrote that persecution has become more intense.

For many of these communities their sense of identity and belonging is seated in a completely different place from our own. Most of the religions do not proselytise, do not even catechize their own believers – this sets them apart from the “big” faiths (although maybe the contrast to pre-reformation Christianity would not have been so sharp?).

What we learn from Russell is that the esoteric actually enriches us all. Of them all, even though there are only 750 Samaritans (and that a rising total) makes the collective identity of the 7 billion + people alive today richer.

There would be an argument that the lives of these minorities would be “easier” if they dropped their particular identity and conformed to the majority – but life is not meant to be easy it is meant to be authentic – conformity might make me richer but it would make me less myself – as someone once said “what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul?”

Monday, 21 August 2017

The Prince of this World by Adam Kotsko



I will have to be honest and admit that most of this book when over my head...

It is a take on the “problem of evil” - finding that the problem is the creation of particular philosophical and theological ideas which have grown up, particular within the Christian tradition.

It seems that the harder Christian thinker tried to reconcile the problem of evil the more distorted the image of God became.

We are left with an essentially unsolvable problem because these distortions have become bound into the core of our world-view.

It is an interesting topic even if I struggled to engage effectively with it.

Who Killed Hammarskjöld? By Susan Williams



That I hadn't previously heard of the assassination of Hammarskjöld feels like a personal embarrassment but is perhaps a token of the fact that we, the British, are rather good at overlooking historical events that would diminish our self image.

Susan Williams' account is tightly written, it reads with the drama of Le Carré – perhaps not a complete surprise, because it is tale from Le Carré's era of active, secret, service.

There are points where you get the feeling that there were so many people with an interest in seeing the demise of the Secretary-General that there was probably more at than one plot – that some of those trying to cover their own tracks might have inadvertently of been exposing others. There seem to be parts of the evidence that simply don't add up – they are not explained by an accident, yet neither do they fit well with any of the theories for what might have happened. Williams marshals substantial evidence – bringing it together for the first time, but there are still bits of the jigsaw missing.

The actions of the authorities after the crash seem at best negligent to the point complicity, while the investigators wilful in dismissing evidence of witnesses that didn't fit with their conclusions (the failure of even the UN investigation to get anywhere near the truth is a worry).

The treatment of the witnesses is one of the aspects that reminds us that the world has not changed that much – racial prejudice was the key drive for undermining witnesses, but it is a pattern that we see repeated, for example after Hillsborough, and why the victims of Grenfell Tower are so miss-trusting of the investigation been established there. Time and again investigations find in favour of the establishment's version of the truth.

This feels like an important story – not just to honour Hammarskjöld's memory, but as an exemplar of the ways forces of power interact and corrupt.

Sunday, 20 August 2017

God's Belongers by David Walker



Let's begin with an image that is perhaps key to what David Walker is trying to tell the church with this book, the fact that “For many of us, membership is characterised by the National Trust subscription. We join as a sign of general support for the aims of the organisation. We are happy to part with a modest financial contribution towards its work and are glad to be able to visit its properties once in a while when the urge takes us. We may even purchase modest mementoes of our visits to take home or give to our friends. But only a few of us aspire to be regular volunteers.”

The challenge is many of the findings David Walker presents run counter to the way that we would like people of behave and feel.

Most of those wrestling with the future of the church and its mission are “regular volunteers” and we want people to respond to the church in a similar way because we assume that we are “normal” but for most people that is probably not going to happen. The question is how we engage with that wider group who have faith, and even feel a connection to the church, but who don't see belonging in terms of being on the rota...

For example, in his surveys David Walker finds that a significant number feel “It wouldn't be the same to attend a service in another church.” with very strong support for statements about attachment to the building, therefore he concludes that “Place was evidently an important, if not the primary, aspect for the vast majority” of those responding. We would like people to be footloose, therefore if we close a church and consolidate resources, we see no reason for anyone to complain – we are offering the same God therefore the venue should be insignificant – but all the evidence suggests the opposite.

Walker finds that “Having the same service, at the same time and place, is of huge importance to our sense of belonging through regular activity.” This should be no surprise, because while some are clearly over protective about “their” pew, we can also see a similar sense of dislocation found in the workplace when you are forced to hot desk, it comes from a deep seated inclination – we should not blame people for being creatures of habit, but we might need to help people manage the desire for the familiar in ways that give space for welcome of the newcomer who treads on their toes.

And frustratingly as we embrace an ever increasing range of worship resources Walker also find that “People who come to church once in a while are more likely to prefer to find something that hasn't changed too radically from the last time they turned up.” The addiction to variation that Common Worship encourages flies in the face of this need, allowing us to be new every morning – perhaps Common Worship is better used to allow different churches to find their distinct voices, but having found that voice they should speak consistently with it.

Linked to this message “the survey results suggest that the church would be advised in its teaching and preaching ministry to focus on adding to the content and meaning with which individuals fill out traditional terms rather than seeking to replace them.” People find a comfort in the familiar words, but they may not have embraced the richness of meaning that can be found within them. In this respect the debate about the use of the Nicene Creed jumps to my mind, if people struggle to understand the Creed, they we should seek to share its meaning better not replace it with intelligible but essentially bland alternatives.

I think that David's research encountered those that are generally (and perhaps arrogantly) termed “dechurched”, they were making connection with their past engagement with the church. There is an increasing number of people that have no past with the church to draw on, and so some of assumptions have a limitation in that respect. However in terms of outreach, if we want to maximise our impact, the “dechurched” will be the easiest to reach, church was a habit, lost but not rejected. Let's perhaps get them more engaged before we set ourselves the harder task of getting the “unchurched”? And it could be a win-win situation, as “in preparing fresh, challenging and interactive forms of worship, the use of rather more traditional material will enhance the worship experience for both occasional and regular churchgoers.”

The recently reported rise in attendance at Choral Evensong speaks to this dynamic. As someone who returned to regular church going, as a student, via Choral Evensong, I think one of the keys to why it was a positive experience was that it allowed you to feel without demanding you to “think” (and nothing to do with the aesthetic appeal of the gentlemen of the choir). As a student, and now as a civil servant, so much of life involves having a head full of words and mental gymnastics so to say I come to church to “be” rather than to “think” is not to identify as a troglodyte. Lord save us from unthinking Christians – but worship does not need to be Bible study or theological seminar, it needs to be an encounter with our transcendent yet immanent God. So for all the richness of the hymns of John Bell, and their folksy language, they often require the intellectual side of your brain to be engaged and so pass me by – in contrast to something like Taizé where the chant becomes you, words of praise can become as instinctive as breathing.

Overall I enjoyed this book because it was basically talking about people like me, but we are all on a spectrum, if you are somewhere else on the curve it could well be a book filled with frustration – we are not right and wrong, we are just different and yet thankfully equal in the embrace of God's love.

As a ps I will mention that when he reflects on his vocation David suggests that he was called to ordination in part “because of my weakness... I wasn't sure I was up to the demands of holding a secular career and being a committed follower of Jesus Christ at the same time.” and interesting and playful idea...

Wednesday, 5 July 2017

Fierce Imaginings by Rachel Mann



With the sub-title “The Great War, Ritual, Memory and God” this seemed like a book that would speak to my particular interest the process of “Remembrance”, and with a glowing foreword from Rowan Williams my expectations were high. All this only intensified the resulting frustration of reading it.

This is wide and freely ranging book, and part of my complaint is that there were large parts of it that seems to be reflecting on neither Ritual nor Memory, and God barely puts in an appearance.

For example there could have been an interesting theme of exploring the relationship of the Church and the inter-war Remembrance, the discomfort of the Established Church that felt over this mass movement (of women) beyond their control and the attempts to move the focus to Remembrance Sunday. Ffor the Church it was a happy coincience that November 11 fell on a Sunday 1945 and they then made the Sunday rather than the 11th the focus for much of the post-war period. But we got none of that.

Looking at the Bibliography there seems to be very few soruces that actual address the memorial process – there has been plenty written about the ritual and memory assoicated with the Great War, and a book that attended to that liturature and brought “God”, “the Church”, and/or theology into diologue with it would have been really interesting – this is not that book.

Rachel reflects on her disappointment, after a childhood of watching the Whitehall Remembrance ceremonies on TV to finally visit the Cenotaph and find is 'lost' in the busyness of the city – but for me that closeness of the current life and the token of the Fallen is powerful. It is something I reflected on while in Hong Kong, where they have an exact copy of the Whitehall Cenotaph, but set in a small fenced square of lawns – this creates an ‘oasis’ around it, so that it is detached from the bussle of the city. This of course points to the fluidity of meaning – we have encountered the same memorial but our experiences have be distinct, possibly even polar opposites.

These differences should not be a problem, expect that Rachel often puts her views forward as the views of the majority. I think there is very little evidence that the tensions around the Remembrance of our past wars she wrestles with troubles many people. The annual outrage when someone appears on TV in mid-October without a Poppy suggests that there is a sizable part of the nation that take Remembrance un-critically. We have also seen that our contempory conflicts, while their justification is contested, seem to have reinforced the desire to give honour to the “sacrifice” of the ordinary solider.

At one point she writes that “I'm worried. My grandfathers' presence in this book is in danger of going missing for the sake of some fancy philosophing” - well she was probably right to be worried, but it is not fancy philosophing but lazy pontificating that is the danger.

Rachel makes much of the Cenotaph as a deliberate expression of an “imperial ideology”, but we have to note that is some ways, of all the memorials, it is accidental – recreating in stone the temporary structure of the Victory parade. I suspect its simple form has as much do with the limitations of the original wooden structure as it does to Lutyens' design preferences. When compared to Lutyens' earlier Cenotaph in Southampton it is stripped of the trappings of power. I would argue that the Whitehall Cenotaph says very little, and in saying very little it has been able to speak back to us whatever we have projected onto it over the long and changeable century since it was erected.

That is not to deny that there are a lot of mixed motivations around the process of Remembrance. I have been thinking about the way that the Royal Family is able to at one with the people during the act of Remembrance at the Cenotaph, given they have been on active service in recent conflicts, such as Prince Harry's deployment to Afghanistan. Meanwhile Prime Minister's role is more awkward – honouring the fallen is an act validating their decision to send troops into the conflict zone. This tension acts at all levels, mixed motives at the national level have been explored at length, but even at the local level there would often have been a significant overlap between the local councillors who sat on Military Service Tribunals and those that sat on the committees that planned the memorials – can we blame them for wanting to reassure themselves, in stone, that the deaths they sent their town's boys to were honourable ones?

But I think we can over play our hand here – seeing grand schemes to blind “the people” from “the truth” - but when we look across the great arch of human cultures, across both time and place, the creation of a fitting memorial to those who have died is one of the few near universals (even if what counted as fitting has been very fluid). The memorial makers were not as cynical or calculating as we might suggest.

A personal memoir about how the Great War continues to touch a family 3 generations later, without the hyperbole, would have been a much better book.

Saturday, 17 June 2017

Hummingbird by Tristan Hughes



Looking back at this blog it is 6 years since I read Tristan Hughes' Revnant, a novel compared to this novella.

But there is a commonality between the two, in both there is a wrestling with past events, an attempt at making sense.

It is also yet another book set in the far north, Canadian rather than Alaska in this instance.

The smallness of the community seems to allow for a deeper exploration of relationships, of life played out with the open secrets of village life (perhaps not secrets but unspoken knowledge of events). But there are a number of stories that are not told, the cast of characters around Zach and Eva clearly have backstories, but we only get hints, this is perhaps a sign of the bravery of Hughes as a writer – to leave these stories untold.

For Zach and Eva this results in others knowing much more about the events that dominate their young lives than they themselves do. Zach's mother had committed suicide, Eva's parents died in a plane crash, and in the end Eva speaks for both of them “We don't get to know why.” - we seek meaning in the events of our lives but sometimes the meaning escapes us, and sometimes there is no meaning, things just happen.

Given Zach and Eva are young people one might wonder why this book labelled youth fiction, when others read recently, like Other People's House are. The themes here are challenging, but they are in the other books. Hughes has a reputation as a “serious” novelist, so this is marketed as a grown up book.

Wounded by Emily Mayhew



Following those wounded during the First World War and those who provided medical care to them gives a particular view on the conflict.

Mayhew in the introduction is keen to justify taking a narrative approach to her account, relying on diaries and memoirs, on the basis that there is a lack of records to provide a statistical survey, I am not exactly why this was necessary.

There are 4 wounded soldiers followed, and a larger number of Medics and Nurses and so on, and so one might feel that the voice of the wounded is not as strong as it could be in a book of that title.

One of the issues might be that the book focused on the times of peak activity and perhaps underplays the periods of limited activity and boredom that dominated most of the war.

As with many aspects of the war, it is a tale of a lack of preparation resulting in early chaos but systems being put in place which while not perfect were broadly effective.

Deep Sea and Foreign Going by Rose George



A bit of a busman's holiday, while I would not fully endorse all of the conclusions and there were times where it felt it tended to favour the simplistic remedies of the arm-chair observer it gives a good overview of the nature of the shipping industry.

It shows the tension of the status of the ship as a utilitarian instrument of global industry and a home to the seafarer. We all experience cost control at work, but it is tough when that same cost control is applied to you home as well.

There are examples on bad practice, of mediocrity, and occasionally even best practice. That Rose travelled on a Maersk vessel avoids any claim that she was actively seeking the bottom of the spectrum.

In particular the ways in which technology are changing the life of the seafarer, both the technology of the ship itself and the increased access to personal entertainment and social media. The sociability is declining, port call are shorter, crews are smaller, and when on-board they spend more time in their cabins with a laptop rather than the mess with each other.

Change is inevitable but an acknowledgement of its impacts is important.

Robert Maguire & Keith Murray by Gerald Adler



St Paul's Bow Common is a truly iconic Church, at least for those who take an interest in the liturgical life of the Church of England. It was the starting point of the partnership of Maguire and Murray, and Adler provides an engaging account of what they did next over the following half century or so.

Many of the values they seeked to embody, about a quality of provision, about a simplicity, are very attractive. This is an account of the buildings that they built, but it might have been good to hear more of the users experience, to hear about what these buildings had become in the intervening years. Have the hopes of providing spaces that enabled healthy community life been realised?

Spectacles by Sue Perkins



A must read for the Bake-Off fan, it is bitter sweet as we await the new Mel & Sue free version of that show.

There is always a bit of tension about reading the “successful” explain their personality flaws, you want to say that is all very well for you, but think how bad it is to live with all those flaws and not have the comfort of “success” as a small compensation package. This is not a criticism of Sue Perkins in particular but it is a trend in many memoirs – it is almost the cliché that the comedian has become a performer in order to distract attention from their true self, it is their coping strategy for crippling shyness – and it is one we find in part here as well.

But even with all that said, this is an enjoyable read – there were plenty on moments of social failure with which I had a familiarity that is a bit to close for comfort. Certain failure modes she recounts that I was pleased to know were not unique feature of me, or my nearest and dearest.

One of the great strengths of Mel & Sue is there authenticity – it is definitely what made Bake Off was watchable – the puns might have been terrible but you believed that they bubbled up spontaneously and were not contrived, as is so often the case on TV, the product of hours dark in the script-writers room. This is trick that Claudia Winkleman manages on Strictly while Tess doesn't quite...

This same authenticity comes through this memoir, an insight into the big-hearted life of Sue :-)

By the Grace of God by Gary Bunt



This book pairs Gary Bunt's poems and paintings.

The paintings are playful. Jesus appears with beard and white robes, a cliché, but the context is a modern(ish) land, for example the Three Wise Man are flat-cap wearing and arrive on bicycles. But also Jesus is accompanied by a faithful dog, it is funny that a canine can give a humanising touch.

There is often a gap in religious art between twee Victorian pastiche and the high end contemporary – there is room for thoughtful but gentle works, and I hope that Bunt wouldn't be too offended by being put in that bracket.

Of the poems, some have a witty charm that echoes the paintings, many in the voice of Jesus' dog, but some seem a little glib, or trot out simplistic doctrinal statements, and I am not sure if these should be read tongue in cheek or not.

Orbiting Jupiter by Gary D. Schmidt



Since reading The Smell of Other People's Houses by Bonnie-Sue Hitchcock there seems to be a theme of books set in northern lands, and here is another one. Also little Other People's Houses it has been categorised as “youth” fiction.

Perhaps one of the likely reasons for the youth label is that this is a compact story, if it was marketed for adults it might be a novella.

There is an emotional intensity to the tale, which is sustained at this length and which over a longer format would have sagged.

The pairing of Jack and Joseph is key – the contrast between the troubled Joseph and the settled life of Jack – Jack's responses to the new dynamic in his family drive the narrative, you come alongside Jack and see the events unfolding through his eyes. The possibilities for both good and bad within the world seem to expand for him.

It is a book that explores the hope that can be found within the midst of tragedy, for every person we encounter who is selfish and small minded Schmidt tells us there are more who are generous and open-hearted.

While I don't think it is particularly a “Christian” tale, it is definitely one that bold to claim that the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness will not overcome it. In the face of the daily news we probably need tales like this to encourage us to continue to seek the diamonds in the dust.

Cove by Cynan Jones



This is an example of the truth that less can be some much more.

Less than 100 pages, most with more white space that text, to be lost at sea is an encounter with the emptiness and the words that you place in that space have to be carefully crafted.

As I read I could feel my heart thumping with the determination of the unnamed man to survive, and with the unnamed women that waits for him.

I have very little that I can say, it is a tale of such power I just have to hold the emotion.

Monday, 1 May 2017

Dark Mermaids by Anne Lauppe-Dunbar



The setting of this story, just after the fall of the Berlin Wall while the two Germanys remained uneasy about their pasts uncertain about their future, is so rich that it has significant potential to overwhelm a storyteller of inferior quality – it is credit to Lauppe-Dunbar that she weaves her tale seamlessly into this historical backdrop.

There is Sophia, young West German Police officer, realising that the Wall coming down is opening up not just a country but also her past – her past as a star of the GDR swimming team. Mia, teenager, orphan, raised by her, now dying, Grandmother, for whom the Wall may have come down but fear of the power of the state, of the Stasi, remains real. Their separate lives are drawn together intertwining as they unravel.

For much of the journey it certainly puts the “Dark” in Dark Mermaids – murder, doping, lies and betrayal, sexual abuse pile up, survival for Sophia was only possible through emotional shut-down. But as she faces her demons so she discovers the possibility of tenderness and love again. While it is a tale of the astounding capability of human endurance under ultimate strain, and in that way is a story of hope – Sophia's endurance is set against a backdrop of many others who did not survive.

It feels like we live in a world that needs to learn the lessons of this tale – a world that perhaps needs to learn these lessons more urgently now that at any point since the fall of the Berlin Wall. It is not just that the corruption of sport continues, there are suggestions of state sponsored programmes as far reaching as those of the GDR, but even outside of such state programmes the stakes have been raised so high that taking the advantage that drugs bring seems to too many worth the risks. But more pressingly the ways in which national pride is rising and with it claims to national interest can be used to justify stripping individuals of rights and basic human dignity – reducing them to mere instruments within the exercise of power. Ends claimed to justify means, when we need to turn the spotlight on whether the ends are even desirable in the first place?

A powerful novel in its own right, but all the more powerful for speaking to the Zeitgeist.

The Smell of Other People's Houses by Bonnie-Sue Hitchcock



I will be honest as admit to buying this book because I liked the cover … But thankfully the content rewarded this decision.

Writing in the voices of Ruth, Dora, Alyce, and Hank alternately Bonnie-Sue breathes an authenticity into their lives that is captivating. These are young people on that difficult threshold of adulthood – with lives that forcing them forward whether they like it or not. As these young people struggle, the sense of isolation – that it is them against the world – has a familiar ring. There is much drama to be had in the small town setting, with the sense of place as powerful character within the story as an of the people – which puts me in mind of Cider with Rosie.

This has been bracketed as a “youth” novel, which might be helpful to the marketing department of the publisher but to the reader it is a pointless distinction – this is quality writing, worthy of a readership of any age.